Long time

It has been a long time since I have lay down a pen to write down a post and I have decided to revive this blog when I have the time. This is the year 2014 and I am spending my last year in republic polytechnic, I have really no idea what I would do after my national service. Will I be working a full time job or will I be continue to study. On a personal basis, I have made a progress in the world of bodybuilding and it seems that I have made quite and improvement from all the last updates of my bench press status. At this point of time I could easily bench 60 kg for 12 reps and I would move on to 75kg press with a spotter, I weight about 63kg right now and 15 plus bodyfat. It is not easy to kinda go into cutting phrase rather than bulking up. Such a big difference. However lets not talk about that first and lets talk about my life. I have been meeting a lot of new faces at this period of time and perhaps I feel that ppl are gonna judge you in the things you do. Even when you are too hardworking, and your sense of determination could easily drive them jealous. Fuck that, I give nothing but fuck about that. I feel that this is happening to me in a state whereby I am being hate upon for my hardworking in the gym trying to pump those heavy irons and squat very progressively. Also I am currently serving my internship training programme in NUS and it is kinda boring , u know the usual stuff and I am pretty tired about what to do everyday. Recently I am really tired and all I do in a day is get up right early in the morning to head for work at kent ridge, at about 7 evening when I reached home, I would eat a pre workout meal and head to the gym to pump those heavy irons. Kinda sick about that not having much life in me. However this Saturday I am going to have fun wif my friends , like finally it is the time for me to relax. Okay, I will write up till here and on to my work for today! :)

Holidays 2013

It has been a while that i have written a blog post and i decided to write it since i have the time. I should keep this blog alive. Currently i am havin my holidays now and i having been keeping watch strictly with my diet and my working out sechedule... I have made alot of significant improvements.... Still i have to keep the improvements going until i reach the peak... Today will be a lazy day for me or rather should i say the this semester holiday will be damn lazy and slack. I decided to cancel every outings and i plan not to work this holiday cause i have save enough money from the working of previous holiday.... I wan to focus on weightlifting and maybe one day my dream will come true.... Also these few days i have been catching afew dramas . One of them is 我的完美男 and the otheres being 翻糖花園... Both are awesome drama.... I wish to watch more drama if i can find one interesting one.

The world is slamming me!

Okay i have not be writting a post for the past 3 months as i was drop dead busy and perhaps i should do now with a short post! I feel very very demoralised at this point of time wherei have alot of things left undone and also i feel so left out. so many things in my head till i had to think evry day and night, in and out! I wish the following days shoud be smooth and do not leave me with so much problems:) god bless me!

down with flu and cough

okay it has been a while since i have write a post here... As i am busy working, gym and studying.... I a down with BIG flu and bad cough and it is really killing me. It is making me very tired and i am having a headache even whne i am writing this post... Shiiiit it is also killing my apeteite where i tend to eat lesser that usual. In another words , my metabolism is really slowed down by alot and my muscle building process is slower too:( i have to get rid of this flu and cough soon or else things is gonna get worse... Now i am not at my best state, i just feel like sleeping all day which i cant, obviously:( This wednesday i am wokring for 8hrs straight, oh man this is gonna be damn tiring man! I hope things will go smooth for me this whole year round cause i am alr experiencing unpleasant things..... I do not know when i am leaving sports link to get another job that i have not tried before:( I must stand strong!

Hollidays

Finally today is the start of my 3 weeks holidays and it is 3 weeks.... oh damn it is sure a long holiday to go man! But the thing is that after holiday is straight the exam and one thing i hate i that i have no time to study for the exams. Also i am gonna work during this coming holidays and yeah, i need to start saving up money for rainy days.... I have been hitting the gym regularly like 4 times a week with 1hr or more per session. I became more leaner and more defined... This holiday i am gonna study my ass out, gym the fuck out of myself and work like a horse.... Not going any where but to focus on my personal things... I thinking of taking up piano lesson but however the learning centre has no space for me. I hope they will contact me as soon :)

Mirror Of Myself

Today i am having recombinant DNA techologies class and i really have something to say..... I finally met somewhat of a mirror image of myself but is a girl.....I hate to say that actually i am really quite pissed off to say that her attitude made me quite irritated..... Okay first of all i want to clarify that although she is a mirror image of me BUT not all qualities is the SAME.... Let me explain....she is as sensitive as me , also she dares to speak her mind out and also very straightforward as me.....However i am not as cocky as her when she tries to press me down with her knowledge!!! I fucking hate that, like seriously who the fuck is she to say that i should pack my bag and go home!!!! Stupid bitch! Anyway i am gonna have this rough 4 more weeks working wif her .... I really hope things will go smooth for meeee!!! I dun want to argue and have any disputement with anybody, that is so not like me!!! Also this semester i will try cut down all my outings and focus on my studies but sadly i have to work at sportslink! I wish the next 2 modules i am not gonna team wif her! Now i am actually worried that my path will quite unstable and shaky:( god bless me!

start of the school term

Todday is the second day of my year 2 in RP..... and perhaps i alr feel that i am tired alr without having it for at least for 1 week... How is this happening to me??? Anyway i have to tahan another more 15 weeks before the sch term ends ! New term means new friends ...However i have a strong feeling that the class is going to have conflict soooon cause i could feel the tension going on in ppls' mind.... Somewhat i could sense the coming of it! This saturday i will be heading to the gym for another heated workout and sunday will be a working day for me! I really hope that evrything is gonna go smooth for me cause i really dun wan any problem anymore ! Also i think it is time find a girlfriend and settle down soon as i am not so young anymore!